I don't need ordinary (with nothing unusual) connections that will fail and blur. I need practical connections that will keep going forever, not by any means just relating to love, however with family relationships and connections all in all.
I need to be included by people who make my heart pound and avoid a beat on the grounds that their nearness satisfies me so. I need to spend time with/talk to people who move me and improve me need to be and improve. I need to spend time with/talk to people who I know will be there for me everlastingly through the thick and delicate and pretty since I will completely be that individual for them. I need to be included by people who really need to spend time with/talk to me and don't (leave behind and alone permanently) me thinking carefully about where I remain with them.
I need to be the old couple one day sitting on my entryway patio swing looking at the man by me knowing this is my (time going on forever) and (understanding/making real/achieving) that I wouldn't have needed it some other way. I need to go gaga for him again and again until we're old and dark. Be that as it may, I would prefer not to quit doing things for each other, not prevented by/not part of the issue when we're 80 (anyway/in any event) I need to love like we're 30.
I need to be head over fixes, and I know it's conceivable on the grounds that I've seen it. I've seen a man request his better half's most loved food even after she's passed because of the fact that he couldn't stand eating alone and her food-based celebration made him recall that her. I've driven past the couple who spent each and every mid year day in their yard swing together shaking forward and backward discussing life. I've seen old men still bring across their significant other's plate and pay for her suppers.
I (understand/make real/achieve) that (time going on forever) sort of feeling of love exists and I need it.
I need to be old and dim and still talk with my companions from teenage years or school. Even though we won't be as young and wild and careless as we once were (anyway/in any event) I need to think back over the great times. I need to giggle at the hungover kids that walk in our most loved small restaurant on the weekends discussing everything they did the prior night, almost the same as we've all done as such normally some time (not very long ago).
I don't put useful things/valuable supplies into connections I know won't last because of the fact that to me there is no point. When I need something I need it for good and I need it for (time going on forever). Possibly that is the reason I'm still all alone as far as my deep love life.
I've had people come and go, yet nobody I could truly see a future with and to me that does not deserve putting useful things/valuable supplies into. I would prefer not to end up getting my heart broken on the off chance that I know it isn't going to last, in the event that I know he won't shake next to me later on.
I need people throughout my life that make always appear to be too short. I just need always connections since when I'm old and dim, I need most people close by who have been there for everything. That is the point at which it is important most.